This post is gonna be a little more personal. He was my first everything , its hard moving on. I always think about him and sometimes wonders if he thinks about me. Ever been in a relationship where you really miss the person and just want them to come back? I BROKE up with him because I didn't feel good enough. I felt like he was ashamed of me. I knew my worth and knew that I was the girl touring home to mom and was smart and doing the right things with my life. He sometimes was a asshole and did things which were really mean like tell me people thought he was to good for me or bring me down sometimes. When his mom saw us together he ran in front of me , Ive never had a photo on his IG for more than a couple hours. When we break up he has a girl thats been there for about 2 months isn't that something. Now Ive unfollowed him on Instagram and unfriended him on Facebook so that it may be easier to get over him.I hope it helps but I think he's moved on now and forgotten all about me and I wish him the best. Its sad to know he was my best friend and now we barley speak but maybe things were meant to be this way. I miss him, and him being one of my best friends.I remember when we talked about kids and how we would raise them and where we'd live and what he wanted to do with his life and what I wanted to do. This is my vent/stream of conciousness and I know it doesn't matter he'll never see this.
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Confused Girl Brittney Slowden
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Confused Girl Brittney Slowden